Stairway to my extremely disordered life

x Jatta

I know you tried your best, And there’s nothin’ more I could have asked for u to do, U know, sometimes I look out from the window when it rains, It kinda reminds me of the good and the bad parts of you, I know you tried, But it wasn’t good enough to make me …

What happened was good, I had the best times of my lifetime with you, we got into a fight so many times I can’t even count, we took so many lovely and funny pictures, we fell in love with same guys, wasn’t that stupid? W/ you, I wouldn’t have met any of my good friends, …

Get on the floor, floor Like it’s your last chance If you want more, more Then here I am Starships were meant to fly Hands up and touch the sky Can’t stop ’cause we’re so high Let’s do this one more time x Jatta

”Rakastin niin paljon, et jouduin luopumaan.”

And all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call, I hope you know I ripped all your pictures off the wall I loved you Slim, we could have been together, Think about it, you ruined it now I hope you can’t sleep and you dream about it,  And when you dream, I hope …

Is it really  u? To be honest, never thought day like this would come. I want to know u so bad, I wanna see u so bad, maan, I wanna b in ur life. This fuckin’ life has been so complicated anyways so… Time will tell, maybe someday u’ll be a  great big bro to …

There was a wall, that stopped people hurtin’ me inside, Massive idea of hateing man kind, For u, I was ready to give it all, break the wall and start lovin’ u, ass a man, Fuck this shit maan. Now I have to start all over again, Like a shattered window, pickin’ up every piece …

Spent over half of my life with u, It was hard to even move, even harder to let go. No matter what they say, You were the best I could have ever asked. Eventhought only place where I can still see you, Is in my memories, and they won’t go away. He did take care …

Looking at me now I can see my past Damn I look just like my fucking dad Light it up, that’s smoke in mirrors I even look good in the broken mirror I see my momma smile that’s a blessing I see the change, I see the message And no message could’ve been any clearer …

They say you’re the right sock, You just have to find the left one. There’s somethin’ in her, She is hilarious, smart, stubborn, a little dork and crazy like me! Sick jokes and laughing at stupid things 😀 Maaan, I think I’ve found my left sock! She completes me. ”Like a boss” x Jatta

Known them for years and I hoooooooope so much there’s more ahead (If they can stand me, lol) They’ve been there in my hard times, eventought they had them too, I own them so much! They’re my little pigs and I wouldn’t change them for anythin’ in this world 🙂 And I’m gonna stand by …

Feelin’ I’m a disappointment. I mean how fuckin’ hard can it be to find one job? ridiculous… x Jatta

I thought that things like this get better with time But I still need you, why is that? You’re the only image in my mind So I still see you around I miss you, like everyday Wanna be with you, but you’re away Said I miss you, missing you insane But if I got with …